Memories*

I'm trying to forget everything sweet you said. The moments shared. The laughs, hugs, kisses. I surely don't remember them with the same feeling. Actually there is no feeling at all. Perhaps there are no strings attached anymore. Maybe I finally succeeded in letting go off you in that way. You're not a good or bad memory, you're just a plain and simple memory. I tried not to let go off you because I thought we could have something else than a love relationship, isn't that what you said and had in mind the last time we spoke?. It could have been a lot more special than what we had or could ever have as a couple. Maybe I didn't believe in love, but I kind of believed in destiny, even more after watching that movie about destiny with you. We met a long time ago like the characters in that movie, and I dared to believe that us getting to meet again after so long was meant to be for some reason, but now that reason doesn't seem to exist. Sometimes I believe that things happen to teach us a lesson about something. What is the lesson to learn here? Not to ask a possible 'old' friend to become your girlfriend?. Be an asshole and forget about being a gentleman and forget about manners?. I'm a bad person, but I never was bad to you, so I deserved much more than a lie. I'm smarter than you, but I guess your little mind didn't understand me when I told you to talk to me with the TRUTH. You quickly moved on, and I kind of 'quickly' have forgotten about the feeling I had about you. You weren't great, but you weren't that bad either. I think I don't miss anything, and you're fading away.