I am not very smart. I experiment with myself by doing things I know I shouldn't. I disrespect and hurt myself with that behavior. I don't understand how is that others will disrespect me if i disrespect myself. D told me that I humiliate myself a lot, and I think that I'm just being conscious of all my negative non-qualities. I will never be the way people think I am. I am complicated and impossible to understand.
I want to make better decisions, to be confident. I want to value myself and see the positive qualities that my closest friends tell me about. I want to be smart, friendly, outgoing, easy going. I would like to be a free spirit that doesn't live by the social norms. I want to have better ideas and a clue of what my life is made of. I want to know who I am and also understand myself. Maybe if I achieve to have all this, I will end up being happy or at peace with myself. I don't know when exactly I got lost, I don't know if I'll ever find myself again. Maybe I'll find a new and better me, but until that happens, I will still feel this way. I'm not at my comfort zone because I'm doing things that I used to refuse.
Is this the beginning of a new me?
I want to make better decisions, to be confident. I want to value myself and see the positive qualities that my closest friends tell me about. I want to be smart, friendly, outgoing, easy going. I would like to be a free spirit that doesn't live by the social norms. I want to have better ideas and a clue of what my life is made of. I want to know who I am and also understand myself. Maybe if I achieve to have all this, I will end up being happy or at peace with myself. I don't know when exactly I got lost, I don't know if I'll ever find myself again. Maybe I'll find a new and better me, but until that happens, I will still feel this way. I'm not at my comfort zone because I'm doing things that I used to refuse.
Is this the beginning of a new me?
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